Step back.
Imagine one of the most important people in your life. Imagine them being ripped away from you, if only for a month. Imagine them being your oxygen, one thing that keeps you alive. Imagine living without that person. Imagine imagining living without them for a month. Imagine having no idea how they'll be doing, or having any way to find out.
Don't complain, you see, that I'm not going to be spending time with you. Oh trust me baby, I'll need you more than ever.
I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry because it wasn't intentional. It was me hurting. Gasping. Aching.
Being torn apart and trying to sew myself together, all while you pick away at what's left. You pointed out my flaws. Pointed out hers. I love you, but I love her too. Don't make me choose.
I love her more than you could imagine, just like I love you.
I'm barely breathing, but I'm trying. I'm trying so damn hard because I can't let myself fall apart. Not now. I need to be strong. For her.
For you.
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