you don't have to worry, we're still the same:

the first day of the new year was fantastic, a day that truly gives me hope about this new year.

despite getting up incredibly early (8 am) after going to bed very late (5ish am) and feeling pretty much dead all day, it was still fun. i spent a good part of the day with my family, and then work where everyone was out of it and happy and fun.

i have this overwhelming feeling of goodness over me right now and that can only be good.

[i don't really want to talk about how i stood outside yesterday and screamed at nothing/my dead grandpa because i secretly blame him for everything that has happened to me over the last year. i don't want to feel that way.]

resolutions that i definitely won't stick to, but i'll tryy:

• no fights with haley.
• no fights with sara.
• smiles on my face, true genuine smiles.
• convince my parents to let me go to north carolina
• learn how to spell DEFINITELY without a spell check.

that is all! :]