Monday, December 31, 2007

goodbye 2007, hello 2008

2007 in short!

january: for the life of me, i can't remember very much about this month. i remember haley getting grounded and being bored more than i could possibly handle. I began writing even more than ever, filling notebooks of things i would never let anyone read. I let ruth back in my life.

february: began planning things to do for my birthday and couldn't come up with anything. started writing even MORE. Panic attacks started and sleeping was low.

march: began getting less excited about my birthday. ruth came up for spring break. sweet sixteen and not-so-happy. i did nothing fun for my birthday and stayed home. cried.

april: santi came out, it was a huge disappointment. sick for most of the month.

may: worst month of my life. honda civic was on the eighteenth and i lost my grandpa the day after. first day i'd ever seen most of my family cry in a long time. heartbroken.

june: summer begins. lots of talking to my best friend. another friend became more than i could imagine starting this month. my friendship with sara blossomed and stayed strong. jules left.

july: the fourth was amazing, a voice post with haley, fireworks, and unlimited texting. more hanging with friends.

august: back to school, end of summer. sleeping stops and depression gets bad again. cried myself to sleep every day. started working at cassanos.

september: school, school, school. that's all i remember about this month. oh, and i got put in counselling

october: key club was introduced to my life. i spent a fun weekend at key leader, grieved over the three year anniversary of ruth moving. key club halloween party. met hannah montana!

november: happy birthday bff! haley's birthday and fun fun fun. spent a lot of time with haley and enjoyed living life to the fullest.

december: too much to say. too many ups and downs and suicidal thoughts. christmas was fun, new years was even more so. broke up with tyler and started dating eric. i'm having fun.

happy new year!

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