why is it that every time i start to feel better, life crashes down on me and makes me want to slit my throat?
why is it that my family doesn't give a shit about what i'm saying to them?
why is it that the most important person in my life was cruely ripped away from me when i needed him the most?
why can't i keep a friend?
why is it that i can't make myself be happy, that i spend my money without thinking because i'm afraid that i won't be alive long enough to do something cool with it?
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ReplyDeleteyou can keep a fried.
i'm the same way with money.
I will solve your life with five easy tips:
ReplyDelete1) Without a positive outlook on life, you won't ever completely feel better about anything. You'll always expect something back to happen, so you won't get to enjoy the good stuff while it's going on.
2) Families are hard. Sometimes the hardest thing to do is show someone you love them. Your mother doesn't seem to take you seriously but I think that's because her mother didn't take her seriously, and Grammy's mother didn't take her seriously. I'm just talking out of my ass here, but if you believe that someone you have to say is important enough, she'll hear it.
3) Life isn't fair. You have to learn to accept it, and move on. No one deserves to lose a loved one, but it happens to everyone. At least once. Expect it to happen again and again, but don't let it ruin your whole world, just your week.
4) Stop purposely finding flaws in people. Forgive them for their mistakes, and forgive yourself for yours, too.
5) You won't be happy until you believe you can. Depressing blogs don't help you, when you go back to read them it stirs up negative feelings. Smile even if you don't feel like it, that way you never stop.
JFC, I sound like a fortune cookie.