i think this counts as the best 'happy birthday' i've ever recieved:

seized the brave (7:58:13 PM): pretty. odd comes out tomorrow!
mockumentaries (7:58:31 PM): :O
mockumentaries (7:58:40 PM): AND YOU TECHNICALLY CAME OUT OF YOUR MOTHER'S VAGINA TOMORROW.
seized the brave (7:58:54 PM): LMAO THANK YOU FOR THE GROSSNESS.
mockumentaries (7:59:07 PM): LMFAO I'M STRAIGHT FORWARD OKAY MARENA?
seized the brave (7:59:17 PM): I GAGGED, LITERALLY.

if we try, we can leave this behind:

sara and alexa came over to my house last night and it was so great, just having them here and even the moments we weren't directly talking to each other, it was incredible just to have them here, in the same room. we haven't done something like this since summer and i was ready for it. over the fall and winter, we somehow got caught up in our own lives (all of us. not just one, all.) and we seemed to have fogotten about each other.

our friendships seemed to have melted away at that point.

but last night. maybe it was the birthday thing, or me needing them, or just the fact that it's spring now and renewal time, but we're closer than ever.

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oh, and since i've been lazy:

happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you. happy birthday dear cecelia, whitney, sara, alexa, kate, avery, and papa. happy birthday to you.

i love each and every one

of you very, very much.

fuck you, alright?

i trusted you, i really did.

and now you just hurt me.

but i guess i deserved it.

ps. I'm the biggest asshole on the planet and i'm so, so sorry.

i had no idea, dicks are for vaginas!

i know its sad that i never gave a damn about the weather, and it never gave a damn about me.

i would like to issue an apology to everyone i've talked to in the last few weeks, i've been the biggest asshole on the planet.

this one though, majorly goes out to sara, who is and will always be my best friend, even though sometimes i like to get angry and say that i don't see the point in being friends with you. you truly are a good friend to me, and you've always been there when I need you. I tend to blow the things you say to me out of proportion and that makes me mad at you.

i love you to death, bff.

ps the new panic song is pretty. cool