Friday, September 21, 2007

i'm sorry

i'm sorry that you decided not to tell me anything, i'm sorry that you decided that i act like your mother, i'm sorry that i'm fucking worried. You keep telling me that theres nothing to be worried about, but I disagree. You not sleeping worries me. You not moving as fast as you normally do worries me. The way you never smile worries me. The fact that you call me crying worries me. Goddamn it. I don't need to explain myself. You're my fucking best friend, and I care.

I'm not going to stand around while you're miserable. I'm not going to watch you tear yourself apart. I know you're depressed, don't lie to me. But god, stop pushing me away and let me help.

I care Sara. I really do. I'm scared for you.

2 comments:

  1. sometimes you have to be forceful. it's hard it really is. but don't give up ever.


    cause i never did.

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  2. i know you're worred, it's just that........ugh i don't know, no you don't need to explain yourself even though i think at times you should, and as i just told you, you don't act like MY mother, you know what i mean

    i don't think you should be scared for me though

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