you're my everything.

baby. i love you, i need you. god this made me bawl and i don't even know what to say. i've never felt so loved, so appreciated, so needed.

i know you're always a phone call away. and i know that sometimes i'll get mad because you don't answer. i know i get jealous when you're around your friends. but that's only because i can't truely be with you.

one day that will change, i swear to it. one day i'll be able to hug you in person and you'll know how to keep me happy. one day i'll come to you and i won't be able to go back home.

i know that your house will be a good place for me. and i know that next summer i'll be there. something just tells me that i will. something.

god made us friends for a reason, i truly believe that. i've never believed anything so much. i've never needed anyone so much. i've never felt this close to anyone.

you're special, haley bedford, i hope you know that. i hope you know that you mean the world to me. i wouldn't have gotten through a lot of the things that have been shoved on me this last year if it wasn't for you.

we're connected. we're connected through those bands that we wear on our wrists, clear through the names to the love in our hearts. i know that that sounds cheesy, but its true.

i've never been truly mad at you. sure, you'll make me mad sometimes. but i can't stay mad at you, i need you and i can't stand not being able to talk to you. we can't fight. its not in our blood.

god i love you. i can't say that enough. you're my best friend and you always will be. i don't care what anyone else says.

you know how to calm me down, how to make me smile. the smallest thing you do can fix everything.

i don't keep anything from you. i can't keep anything from you. even if i try, i feel so bad and i have to tell you. i've never been so honest with anyone, ever.

god, i know how you feel about this word thing. even everything i've said isn't enough to let you know what an impact you've made in my life.

i love you. i've never said any truer words.