never saying goodbye

a few days ago i posted a blog regarding my kitten, Santi. It's hard for me to believe that i'll probably never see her again. She's been missing since tuesday, the day i posted that bulletin.

to be completely honest, it's ripping me apart. every word of comfort i'm given isn't enough to make the pain go away.

i knew i should have brought her home. i didn't protect her, and now she's probably dead and it's all my fault.