i will [never] believe in anything again:

Right now I am sitting inside my new house, inside of my new room, soaking up free wifi. Tonight, I will sleep in my new bed, with my new sheets, in my new room, in my new house for the first time. Tonight I will eat dinner with my family, and begin unpacking all of my items from boxes.

Today, I have not talked to you at all, and oddly I'm not to disturbed by that. I miss you, and I want to talk to you, but at the same time, I don't. I'm happy, and I don't want to be brought down.

You say I don't care, but I do.

This post isn't about you, this is about how I feel right now. I feel a beginning. I feel that I've been given this glorious chance to start my life over. To make things better. I am happy, like you couldn't even imagine, and I don't care what you think.

REALLY FAST UPDATE BEFORE I SLEEP

I GOT ACCEPTED TO MIZZOU TODAY

LIKE, THE UNIVERSITY OF MISSOURI.

LIKE, HELL YEAH MY NUMBER ONE SCHOOL.

*passes out* farewell.